Well I have decided to cut down my magic cards to 1 of each one. I do not need more if I am not going to play anything other than commander. the problem come from the fact that I been collecting since 1998. I still am not very good, the game is fun to play, but when you always lose the game it starts to get a little depressing. I am done with white so I made a all white deck. It seems I will have fun with it. Losing at commander is a lot more fun then losing in standard. You play with 4 player a legendary creature as the commander and then 99 cards that are the same color as the commander and there can not bee any more then ne of any card.
19 May 2019
So for the past two years I have not been feeling all that good, between voices and seeing things. But I have been knitting and crocheting a lot made a blanket and gave it to the vet made a nice flower garden and set up an awning. We got a new manufactured home. I have been depressed for a while now, and I have been getting angry more lately. We have had a lot of our four legged children pass away. It makes me sad and then I can not function. I have also pretty much given up cigarettes . I use e-cig most of the time. I am able to breath a lot better now. It took some time to switch and I started out at 18 mg of nicotine, and now I am down to 6 mg. I am hoping that I can quit this year. Have not been playing magic the gathering all that much lately or been fishing all that much. I sometimes fill like getting out of the house but do not going anywhere. I have also stopped drinking regular coffee and now drink decaf. been feeling a little better since then.