Magic The Gathering

Well I have decided to cut down my magic cards to 1 of each one. I do not need more if I am not going to play anything other than commander. the problem come from the fact that I been collecting since 1998. I still am not very good, the game is fun to play, but when you always lose the game it  starts to get a little depressing. I am done with white so I made a all white deck. It seems I will have fun with it. Losing at commander is a lot more fun then losing in standard. You play with 4 player a legendary creature as the commander and then 99 cards that are the same color as the commander and there can not bee any more then ne of any card.

Past 2 years

So for the past two years I have not been feeling all that good, between voices and seeing things. But I have been knitting and crocheting a lot made a blanket and gave it to the vet made a nice flower garden and set up an awning. We got a new manufactured home. I have been depressed for a while now, and I have been getting angry more lately. We have had a lot of our four legged children pass away. It makes me sad and then I can not function. I have also pretty much given up cigarettes . I use e-cig most of the time. I am able to breath a lot better now. It took some time to switch and I started out at 18 mg of nicotine, and now I am down to 6 mg. I am hoping that I can quit this year. Have not been playing magic the gathering all that much lately or been fishing all that much. I sometimes fill like getting out of the house but do not going anywhere. I have also stopped drinking regular coffee and now drink decaf. been feeling a little better since then.