04 June 2019

Things that go though my head.

Well got up at 0645 and feeling tired do not need to get Cheryl up until 0800. The day is going good, nice sunny morning the weather calls for random showers, which would be good for the wild fire that is in the county just South West of where I am. It seems that the news is on 5 minutes then a 10 minute commercial. 

03 June 2019


So today I awoke at 0800 and felt fine until I read my Journal and got mad all over again. Got a lot of cards from a friend. I wish I had money to buy cards, I think that is one of the reasons I can not play very well. I have limited funds and everyone that I play with buys cards and boxes of cards so they think they have the best decks. They also play combos that lock up the board. So one of my friends wants a blanket made. Still have no idea what to get my dad for fathers day. 

02 June 2019


Went fishing yesterday, caught a Spanish mackerel. I used my new Sabiki pole and caught a lot of bait fish. I stayed out from 5 to 9 and had a lot of fun. I can not wait for the next trip. So on the agenda today is a good game of magic. Some time this week I think that I will go visit with my parents. Hurricane season started yesterday. I Pray that one does not hit anywhere. Well the rain is going and the dog is hiding. I played poorly in magic and had very little fun. I really need to get better.

23 May 2019

Magic The Gathering

Well I have decided to cut down my magic cards to 1 of each one. I do not need more if I am not going to play anything other than commander. the problem come from the fact that I been collecting since 1998. I still am not very good, the game is fun to play, but when you always lose the game it  starts to get a little depressing. I am done with white so I made a all white deck. It seems I will have fun with it. Losing at commander is a lot more fun then losing in standard. You play with 4 player a legendary creature as the commander and then 99 cards that are the same color as the commander and there can not bee any more then ne of any card.

19 May 2019

Past 2 years

So for the past two years I have not been feeling all that good, between voices and seeing things. But I have been knitting and crocheting a lot made a blanket and gave it to the vet made a nice flower garden and set up an awning. We got a new manufactured home. I have been depressed for a while now, and I have been getting angry more lately. We have had a lot of our four legged children pass away. It makes me sad and then I can not function. I have also pretty much given up cigarettes . I use e-cig most of the time. I am able to breath a lot better now. It took some time to switch and I started out at 18 mg of nicotine, and now I am down to 6 mg. I am hoping that I can quit this year. Have not been playing magic the gathering all that much lately or been fishing all that much. I sometimes fill like getting out of the house but do not going anywhere. I have also stopped drinking regular coffee and now drink decaf. been feeling a little better since then.