The problem with the world

Well another day of crocheting away the time. I had a semi good day today the voices was all I heard. They were just repeating everything I said drove my about a foot up the wall. Just felt okay today not fair but not bad, just somewhere in between. To scared to go out and having whispering things in the ears that are repeats of what I said is not that bad of a day. Sometimes I wish that I was "normal", but really what is "normal". Maybe I am normal and the rest of the world is not. What if everyone has a problem, but are to afraid to say what it is. What if everyone has a problem with their mind and have told someone that was not paying attention, and marked it off as a the drinking or drugs. People should look for the underlining problem of drinking or drugs, they may find someone with something wrong and trying to cover it up. I drank like a fish before I was diagnosed. I heard voices and saw things that were not really happening and now they say that it is schizoaffective. I was also molested while I was a kid no one new and I was ashamed that it happened. Why should I be ashamed when the assholes that did it to me think that they are good people. Why can no one seem to ask a kid what is on their mind, Oh I Forgot that "CHILDREN SOULD BE SEEN AND NOT HEARD." What a loud of bullshit. They just do not want what they are doing to the child to be known. Like with this thing that a female child that is being molested by her dad should have to get his permission to tell someone that her baby is his. That and Women have no rights except what her boyfriend to husband want her to think. Why is it Okay for men to get a vasectomy and it takes two kids and the husbands okay to let a female have her tubes tide. Is it because that men can have affaires and if a woman gets pregnant by someone other then her husband it is his right to kill her. What a load of shitheads that live in this world.